Haunting

I feel as though I've made plenty of decisions in my life that if executed differently I would be in a much better place right now... But I try to live optimistic and without regret. 

I question is loving too much, too hard, and too easily.... A bad thing? The bible says we're supposed to love unconditionally... But I just feel as though I put my heart on the line way too much. I can't tell you how sick I am of being hurt... And how my dreams and thoughts are haunted by these scars of my past. I feel as though that's one of my main stresses.... Not being able to forget the pain or at least mask myself from it.