I honestly just feel so warn out like i just have nothing left to give to the world. I'm out of it, I just don't like myself anymore and it just seems as if I just can't take on any other stresses or heart aches. I'm trying to give God my burdens and let him fight my battle while at the same time thinking he wouldn't give me anything I couldn't handle. But all of that is so much easier said then done and I'm just crumbling under pressure. I feel like after all my frowns and tears I deserve days and days filled with genuine smiles and laughter.. But they're just not there. I don't want to lie to myself and sugar coat tragedy but at the same time I don't want to make rash decisions that I'll hate myself for later. I'm stuck.
