Thursday, July 24, 2014

Why

I'm back in a place that is more familiar 
than it should be. I hate that I give other people the controls to my emotions. I'm just so sick of depression and pain. 

My daughter is one of the only things that puts a smile on my face, her love is the strongest, and her energy is the most positive that feel. 

For as long as I can remember, through self harm, panic attacks, tears, and more... The only thing I've ever wanted and still want...... Is happiness. And when I feel like I've finally achieved it... It's almost instantly ripped from my fingertips. 


It's not fair. 

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