Le Difference

Have you ever encountered or endured something so powerful and so beautiful your whole life changes or at least just seems more clear?

Ever go through something or realize something that just overcomes you with so much more strength and a sense of reality?

I feel as if I've had so many "My life sucks/OH WOW, CLARITY AND CHANGE/nevermind not really" moments thats its becoming annoying and overly redundant.

Its a new year filled with so much opportunity. And please, I promise you that I'm not one of those cliche'd facebook statuses saying that all my problems and problem starters are going to be left behind in 2011. But I will say that 2011 had enough struggle and lessons learned to make me need to make 2012 completely different. Starting with a strong retaliation to my emotional disorders and dependencies. There are things that I feel I can clearly find fault in but continue to do... a friend has brought to my attention that some things have become addictions (Addiction; the state of being enslaved to a habit or practice of something that is psychologically or physically habit-forming). I'm become my own murderer, my own torturer, it has to stop before I literally destroy myself. I encourage everyone to take charge of your own lives not for others or for appearance matters, etc.... but for YOU.