In my opinion, one of the worst feelings in life is the feeling right after you've caused a big ordeal thinking you're so right the whole time only to find out you were completely wrong and you now look like the biggest idiot. I might have ruined my only opportunity at happiness last night and I wake up this morning filled with regret.
I send thanks to my good friend who talked through things with me last night. If it wasn't for you, I'd still be on my high horse pointing fingers right now. But you snapped me out the nightmare that I had formed in my head out of insanity. After being brought back to earth on a realist's & logical level, my only fear is that even though now my mind is on the right path, it might be too late.
I've spent all of this time praying that God will help me through this and that this will end up like every other time and we'll move on from it. But how can I tell?
Thinking about it I feel that maybe I'm just doing the same thing I was doing last night assuming before I even talk to you. You told me we'd talk today, so I'm waiting by the phone.
No comments:
Post a Comment