So... I've started working again, enjoying it as much as one working in retail should. Having some self issues though. Things pushing me to go back on the past for few and just flat out hating myself... but then I force myself to reflect on the positive points in my life and everything seems descent and thank God for my priviledges.
I feel that at every point in a woman's life she has to "step her cookies up". In other words, don't let a dude or anybody else for that matter hold you back when you have so much potential to positively poison the world. Make your difference from where you stand, let us know who you are. Embrace the beauty that the make-up and coach bags hide. Let us know who you are.
I swear, even if I tried to focus my attention else where it would be nothing but failure. He's changed my life, and after going through so much I couldn't imagine myself with any other. We both have our flaws but in the end we are perfectly connecting puzzle pieces in the jig-saw called "Life". As corny as you might find it, deep in my heart I know I have a bright future with this man. We both f%&$ up from time to time, but after the dust has settled I know I still don't belong anywhere else. I accredit love, with making my life more and less tolerable depending on the day. For reasons that vary, but... in all... if it weren't for love and God being love we would not exist.
