You All Fail At Life..

So yeah... theres a few of you there..
that just...
how do i put this..
need to go home n stay there..

ex bf..your one.
we went thru alot yes.. it was good at times...
but all the tears n heartache you caused..

im over it...

*glued to the hip of Brooklynz Finest: Br!ttK!dFresh...out.*

"Person 1"..

I'm not gonna lie...

I miss talking to you...

I wish we could at least
be friends again..

textin all the time,
phone convos
constant laughter..

agghh, please text me.. :)

"What a night"...

So over being domesticated..
ready to breath and live..

new term, reffered to as
"L!l M!ss Pr!ncess"

glued to the hip of Brooklynz Finest
good or bad..the world may never know.

gee whiz that night last night,
riding around windows down,
blasting music(as always)

it was nice, milkshakes n pancake puppies..

damn boy... i love you..

Ha, what a twist..

Sooo, about that date...

failure.. guy1 showed..

we fixed what was broken..

guess what ladies n gents..

i love him.. xoxo

Brooklynz Finest... <3

aaahhh, the things you do to me..

Hopefully a new chapter..

agh, date tonight.. :-/
hope it goes well...
hes a cutie..
<3

Cleaning Up..

At this very point..
im focused on no one person but myself.
I'm slowly but surely getting over the first dude.

after realizing.. settling is not really a personal PROBLEM
per se..
more like a.. dumb decision..
soo..
onward bigger and better things..

aka: a good guy.. a real good guy..

"person 1".. I decided I'm not gonna "take it slow"..
I'm just gonna move on..
text me.

One Guy, Two Guy, Red Guy, Blue Guy..

Soo.. theres a guy...

like him... but...

too many issues..

another guy...

too much like me..

that guy..

just friends..

last guy...

we don't know eachother..

(Laughter)

mmmm....

My Hands Are Cold..

wow..
dog got hit by a car yesterday..
dead..

had an awkward and unfufilling
convo with chris yesterday..
lost..

saw mary cry her eyes out yesterday..
pain..

caught more feelings than I wanted to yesterday..
dumb..

saw a shirt I wanted yesterday..
broke..

yesterday.. was yesterday.. and today... no better..

out.

"Keepin it Gully"..

So this girl I know from Brooklyn seems to speak of eating ppl and beef...
uhmmm... can you say awkward turtle makes 5,000 babies to the 72 power??

I'm gonna let it be known...
I fear nothing but God himself
so.. you stay in your little corner
and I'll roam the streets like the
giant I've always been.

please and thank you, good night ladies n gents.

Blackout..

Faces.. Repitition..Black.. Grass..
Black.. Grass.. Scream.. Black..
Hallway..

today was THE worst.. fml..

When i think back...

I realize...
you were a questionable soul from the beginning..
one with morals out the window
and a hidden agenda..
I feel like a gullable girl..
who forgot what everyone warned her about...
you blinded me.. and I went along with the kidknapping..
dont know why but I felt safe with you..
now.. you're even more questionable..
highlighted questions
outlined questions
more and more questions..
less n less answers..
fear... its there, but I mixed it with detergent
and blew it away..
moving on now....

Not quite sure..

Theres a guy...
an awesome guy...
and i like him..
and he likes me..

now i bet you're wondering whats the issue..

i'm lost on the thought of getting hurt again..
what to do..
take a risk....or be safe.. :/